shit. recently ive been reading colinandkero.blogspot.com. i dont know whether to feel sorry for them, happy for them or gosh. i also dont know what i feel. nevermind.

i just realised that yasmin is very hilarious. like today she totally freaked when she saw her tamil tch and hid behind pillar. and then when she realised that he was going towards our class she hid behind me /:

ive really nothing to do. i cant go to bed. im not sleepy. OH I NEED TO BLOG ABT WHAT HAPPENED YTD.

aft studying for lit, i went to bed arnd maybe 12.30. then i slept and woke up at 2 smth. woke up and i cldnt sleep anymore. then i started talking to myself to make myself go to bed cos i had a damn bloody paper to sit for the next day. i started telling my brain this. : sleep brain sleep sleeeppppppp I COMMAND YOU TO SLEEP.
KANASAI LAR BRAIN DONT YOU F*CKING KNOW YOUVE GOT A TEST TMR. SLEEP LAR DAMNIT. and i stayed like this talking to my brain making it sleep for like 3 whole hrs. and in the end slept at 5. got woken up 40 mins later. what kind of shit is this. i was dead tired on the train ride to school.

am i glad or am i glad that its sat tmr. wooo.

ok now i feel the strong urge to watch tv. or maybe is it to sleep. shit im beginning to be emotionally detached. slap yourself ainslee. stop letting christopher get to your mind. its over. stop thinking abt chris. now what i think i shld do is stop typing messages to myself in my blog.

i think im going nuts.

bye.

                                        

                                                                                  

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