what am i doing blogging at this unearthly hour? truthfully, i have no idea. i shld be in bed. ive got tuition tmr and i have yet to attempt even one question my tutor gave me. its been due for dunno how many thousands of years alr. no mood to do it.

i dont want to go to bed even tho im dead tired. i dont know why. why do i feel so lost? sometimes i guess i have no idea what i do. its after several hours that i look back and i realise ," Bloody hell i was doing that just now?!' mid years are getting to me. or maybe its just because im lacking sth very impt. maybe i shld give up on ___ now itself. not like ___ acknowledges me or even bothers to know if i exist. theres a crowd waiting for you out thr. go get 'em man! yea this is where i give up. 2 years has been way too long. whats the point of hanging on any longer when i know im just gonna be here, moving nowhere. aww shucks.

the radio seems to be playing nth but emo songs! man what happened to all the click five songs and all the pop songs?! why emo songs! i hate listening to emo songs at night. they just make me dread everything all of a sudden. great another emo song just started.

i feel like putting some song lyrics here. bahh this is my favourite song at the moment. got hooked to it and i shall get more people hooked onto it cos its nice. ok DUH. why else wld i like it if it wasnt nice.

"Let U Go" by Ashley Angel Parker
Broken promises
But you don't really mind
It's not the first time
And you know it, don't you now
Tell me why it is you only smile inside
But when you break me into nothing
Don't you know
It's not like I haven't tried
Over and over again
Stupid fights
Wrong or right
Goodbye...

[Chorus:]
I Remember when you came with me that night
We said forever, that you would never let me go
But here I am again
With nothing left inside
No I don't wanna but I gotta let you go
You're the one mistakeI really didn't mind
So beautiful, unmercifully
Took me down
Too little and too late
So now I know your kind
You fake it easy, just to please me
Don't you know
It's not like we haven't tried
Over and over again
Sleepless nights wrong or right
Goodbye...

[Chorus:]
(slows down)
I gotta let u go...I
t's you...
Theres nothing
I can do
I remember when you came with me that night
You said forever
[3x]Here I am again
With nothing left inside
No I don't wanna but I gotta
Let U Go
[Chorus:]

p/s see this is why i hate to blog. once i blog once, i cant stop.
pp/s yes melainne im your idol. ill scream when i see you in sch on tues ok? set.

                                        

                                                                                  

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